Like a Strawberry, I bleed.

Monday, June 19, 2006

argh!!! i hate cca SO ITTITATING and almost everyday
then today mr boo ask why i nv go for his lesson?
i feel like telling him that i dun want to go so nv go
but dun noe why i never i said because it was FATHER'S DAY
he's kids dun celerate father's day wif him meh??
okay monday,tuesday,wedesday also have cca.

MY HOUSE JUST HAD WORLD WAR 10
so exciting...also noisy... somemore 4 adults
okay now i live wif 7 ppl in a little house...
in MAY like that my grandmother got ill
then she got to stay wif us... she NAGS EVERYDAY
then she come i cannot go out cause she will be at home checking on me
then too bad for me everyday either got to find excuse or go home on time
i dun understand she ill already still got energy to nag at me
SOON she fell down at her own house ... then she broke the bone at her shouder there
then my mother hire a maid for her then i also have a maid
when she recover she say she dun want the maid already
because of that she had an agument wif my father
my grandmother at our house act like the queen then she oder ppl around
after the agument wif my father my grandmother when to stay wif her another daughter
then my sis and i so happy ... but dun noe why my father slept in my room that day
the next day was father's day i bake a cake for my father my first time
last night my father still sleep in my room ... the floor...
today my father bought me out to eat then we go fetch my mother and sis
after that suddenly he said" i go fetch ur grandmother home"
okay then my sis and i was like give each other a WHY look?
but still she came ... and luckily tis week i am very busy.hAHa

Last Updated @ 9:49 PM

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

love is something so painful why LOVE exist in the world?
why isit instead of forgetting her ... i love her more than before?
because of her every min. seems like hours to me everyday
because of her i cannot be in love again...
i think i love her more than i thought i did
i am going to use this june holiday to forget her
(although i dun want to forget her)
but i think it is the best solution ... i dun think there is another solution
she is driving me mad... my head is pain ...my heart is pain too...
i am like a balloon which is going to bust
i dun understand why is it that every time i see her i will have mixture feelings

feelings that even me myself also dun understand:(

when we were together we hardly meet each other but

when we break... i nearly see her everyday...

when ever i see her i feel like crying and i dun noe why

but... i dun get to see her i feel unconfortable...
i want and dun want to see her!!!!
i dun understand:(

Last Updated @ 1:14 PM

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